July 31st, 2009
I am a fool
As I’m yet again working on changing the appearance of this blog into
something more interesting, I’m also trying to find the urge, it’s there
but nothing is written. Absolutely nothing, except on paper we’re I still
have no problem exchanging thoughts with myself but their written on
paper because they make a better fit there. So here I am, trying to find
what the hell I’m looking for. I’m stuck. In a loop, just around and around
and around.. But it’s here, right here. I have it in my hand, in my head, on
my fingertips but no, no. Nothing. To stop complaining I’m gonna tell you
all why I really came out of hiding for, this, the beginning. It all starts now
and it all matters. Everything from now on matters. Not just for me, for you,
for you all. I’m upping the game and I’m gonna’ slaughter all doubts. I’m
here and I’m here to stay no matter how long it’ll take until things settles down
and my head stops fooling me. I’m here. Not there, just here, here where I have
always been. Right here. I’ve been a fool, I am a fool.
As for all my plans; everything is coming, just later than previously promised.
